This blog is going to be like a digital diary, everything that I post on here will be my own personal thoughts, emotions and experiences and moments that I would love to share.
This blog is going to help me to open up myself in a way where I can express myself freely on what I say and show, she is my therapist.
I say we start with introductions.

My name is Sharoan as shown to the right, I am 17 years of age and trying to figure myself out in the world and where I stand, as I am currently unemployed and not studying anything at the moment as this is my gap year. I guess you could call be an optimistic and a pessimistic, I am a walking contradiction we all are for that matter, my thinking is both half empty and half full I can never decide which brings me to this next interesting fact, I am indecisive. Throughout my whole life I can not think of a time where I haven't been able to pick what or where I want to eat straight away the choice always varies and I always have someone else pick for me as it takes way to long, not only does it happen in my nutritional needs but also in my future choices for careers, people say it is a part of being young and that nobody knows what they are going to be but my generation almost everybody knows what they want to be except me, which is a struggle.
I consider myself to be an introvert at the best of times which makes it hard to talk to people so casually and comfortably. Almost like everybody I doubt myself and my ability to excel to my full potential, it comes with being an insecure person who for my whole life has been compared to someone. This brings me to my next fact I am a twin, it is fun and cool having at least one friend even if not by choice but there is also the downside everybody thinks you are the same person in separate bodies, that you share the same interests as one another and do the same things the other does. It's a  competition that you don't even know that is going on.
On a more brighter note I enjoy reading, when I have my own place I want to have a library full of almost every genre, my safe haven it will be. I was inspired by this when I saw Beauty and the Beast for the first time.
I have a passion for all types of art, especially art painting, art history and literature, it is so pleasing to all my senses.
I love learning new things even if it is little it will be in my mind always, I'm not book smart but I am smart in a way which I can understand and few people I would say.

As much as I would love to keep writing I have to stop for now.
Stay mad, stay beautiful.